Writings of The Human Goddess

I want to share about my past, who I was and who I became. I describe what my life looked like and how I ended up here, in the present moment.

I’ve always believed in miracles and angels. When I was a small kid, I thought I was the strongest in my family, and I would protect them no matter what. And I seriously believed that my whole family would live in this same place for the rest of our lives. We would build our houses next to our childhood house, and we would never leave each other’s sides.

What I liked most about my childhood was that my parents let me choose for myself which hobbies I wanted to pursue, and they always supported me. My main hobby was dancing. I started when I was 4 years old. I danced ballet until I graduated from high school. It wasn’t a strict ballet school, but a hobby school. We still practised five times a week. It was a very important part of my life. It was my second family.

I also took up folk dancing, which is very popular in our country, and later hip-hop as well. In between, I did horse riding for five years and took art classes at the same hobby school where I studied ballet. And I loved all of those hobbies very much.

I started meditating and practising yoga when I was young, but I didn’t start taking it seriously until I was in University.

I studied nursing. I’ve always enjoyed helping people and taking care of others, but nursing school was so, so hard for me. I felt there were a lot of flaws in the system, and I didn’t like that, but at the same time, I knew I had to learn all of that in order to be able to bring about change in the system.

Fast-forward, eventually, I started working at a private clinic, which I really liked. I was so happy that we focused on preventive medicine. Our team became like a third family to me. But I was burning out; deep down, I wasn’t happy. I felt like I had no time for myself, I was constantly tired, I wasn’t eating or sleeping well, I gained weight, I started having menstrual problems, I had mild acne, headaches, and my eyesight was getting worse. Although I loved my colleagues and the clinic owner very much, something had to change. So I decided to move to Australia.

I’ve been in Australia for over two years now, and I feel like this is exactly the right place for me. And if not for much longer, then at least for a few more years.

With love,

The Human Goddess